What has been taught

As I approach our 2 year mark of being married, I have learned so much over time. My best friend, lover, husband, and just everything....we have grown to where we just fall into  place now. I take this time to tell God thank you for allowing me to see this moment and to see the growth. I have learned that things are in God's time and that He is an awesome God when He does things. My faith has grown so much to where it is crazy. I love Him for being just that. Him who is awesome!!!! Praise Him because I do. 2 years and more to go!!!! Thank God for it.

New things developing!!!

God is so awesome! LaVersity Events has a logo that should be coming soon and I'm working on a twitter account for it. There are many events that are approaching and I'm thanking God for it. If you love events or just want to get your event done without the mess, please let me know!!!! Twitter account should be up and running today. I pray each of you have a bless day!!!

Where is it????

I pray to God to hear all our thoughts and prayers and I know that He loves us. I sometimes wonder why we go through things in our life. The roller coaster can be tough and it can be hard on your life. I'm praying to God that He really hears me. The deep prayers that has not been said out loud, but within me. Keep me near the cross. Where is the faith I have had for so many years? It is scary.....walking on the water. Just scary. My heart pounds every time it come across my mind and they say just don't think about it. How you not think about it!!!! God is in control this I know! It is hard to believe that things will change. We will have to and I know God will show up for us!!! I'm awaiting. So what is scary??? The fact of the next step. Walking on the faith I have left! So where is it??? I don't know, but I need to find it.

Father for the Father the list

He is the father to those who has no man in their life. I just wanted to thank God for being a great God and showing me what a father is. I have had my ups and downs, but I thank God for being there for me. I love the men in my life and I pray that they have a great  and wonderful weekend. Please let them know that they are great and worthy of love. My husband is a great father and that I know God will bless us with more to love. Now we have the little buddy of 11 year old who keeps us busy, but we love stronger because of him. Love you babe and I pray you enjoy this weekend!!! Thank you God for being a great father and tell those that you love them. You never know.  I know I miss my grandfather who was awesome!!! Well this was going to be short.....sweet....and to the point!!! I love all the fathers out there and pray you get the love you deserve as well.

There is nothing wrong with being wrong

I learn in life that we have to put on our big undies and be real. There is nothing wrong with saying, you know I was wrong about that. The problem is we allow pride to overshadow our thoughts and prayers and that is why we are in the place that we are in. Pride and a big ego can kill any type of relationship when it is not properly communicated. When we step out on faith and say you know God, I'm not always right and I need to learn more, we are becoming better people and adults. But when there is a complex of I'm right no matter what, you degrade God and his people. Pride comes in and can downgrade a person because of the ego. It overshadows you relationships because in a mindset of an individual who is not wrong, they tend to make the other people feel beneath. God says that we all walk together as one, no matter what. When we start to really look into ourselves and really say ok there are some changes, then we are growing. If you want your friendships with co workers, friends, husband/wife, children, and family to work.....got to really look in the mirror. There is a saying that when someone shows you who they are.....believe them. I will tell anyone listen to the words and listen with your heart. You hear better through God then you will with pride and ego. They will both kill or destroy your relations and if you value them then you should do what you have to do to keep them. There is nothing wrong with saying I need to be a little different. It won't hurt you, but it will hurt you if the change is not made. I rather be wrong then right and sometimes just being wrong is ok. It is about the delivery of it all. How are your relationships with people? What is your pride level? Is there a change in all of us and where does it start? Praying we can all find our level of humbleness with God so our relationships will really grow. It won't hurt to decrease and allow God to increase in you. Praise God and good night!

When Blood Is Not A Factor

I was reading something about people and adopting and I was shock. So many people are doing and it. It was a great thing to see that people are not caring about if a child is their blood or not, but they care about the fact that there is a child that is in the need of the love of God that is out there. I am in love with watching people go through the process, because it is so many kids out there who needs this. Could you see the love that could be given from us to those who needs it. When we put a side what we have in us from God and can give that to those who desire it, who need it, who long for it, it would be great and can change someone's life so much. I'm all for people commenting because I think this is a great idea and something that I know God would love! This goes for those who are also step parents as well!!! Just love and its not your blood. Awesome!!!! I get so excited about these things!!! LOL!!! This is just my thoughts and wanted to express them!!! If you love kids!!! Lets chat about them!!!!

Laversity Events is back!!!!

Please take note that I'm back on the market for event planning. This is my biggest desire and I love it!!! Please spread the word!!! I'm going places and doing the work of God and praying that this business keeps growing. It is a passion and I live and breath it like I do Christ!!!! Thanks

Great shows

I just wanted to add that I love the show Friends....I wish they would do a reunion!!! I'm just saying!!! Ok I should be going to bed! But I love friends. What are the shows you love to watch that someone would think is crazy. I love Friends, Nanny, Hot in Cleveland, and some other fun ones!!!!

My best friend

A season and a time

Wow it has been a while and now we are in summer. There time has been crazy. Work and being a mom and wife. So much has gone on and I'm happy to be in a better place. I have enjoyed these last couple months. It has been a road with bumps, holes, storms, and all other type of items in the middle of it. But we are on a straight path. It has bee a while, but I'm back and more to come. My life is getting greater. I signed up for a job in Washington DC. I'm praying that I get it. I'm a year away from school. So I'm really working hard to finish this up! I'm wanting my company to really grow, so once school is over it is on with nothing but event planning!!!! You have events please contact me! I will travel!!! On to the next level!!!

Waiting Game

The waiting game is crazy. I'm standing and praying for things in my life. My life is great and has been on a road to just beautiful music. I am waiting on God to move on this that I'm standing on and I believe this is the time for it and I can't wait. God is good and even during this waiting game I stand and believe in His next level for us. Waiting game sucks, but I can't wait for God to bless us!!! Awesome God.

No more playing

With the death of Whitney at the age of 48 and then the football player who wife dies at 29 after giving birth, now I'm at a stand still of tears. Life is so short and to many are not catching hold of what is really going on. It is time out for playing and time for the realness that God has for us. Are we ready for what God is doing and what is about to go down? Do you really know where you are going? I'm in tears because it is getting to a point of where are you going? I want everyone to go to heaven. I'm crying for the souls and I'm so tired of seeing people dying, kids being abuse, and people killing each other and kids. THIS HAS TO STOP. My heart hurts and I'm at a lost, but I know this is what the word says. It is at the end and people God is not playing. Who team you playing for. I pray you are bless.

The Heart of a Woman---The Wife's Heart

Her heart is filled with love and honor. She makes things look right and no matter how tired and overwork she is, she still has life to be the wife that she is called to be. Her hands work to make sure that when she touch it grows spiritually. She thinks ahead of what he thinks because she wants to make sure that everything in the home is up to date and right on track. She thinks about what is coming up so he never has to worry and think what if it doesn't work. She holds the house to her heart because that is where her heart lays....the house of love and where it suppose to be cherish. The heart of the wife doesn't seek much. Overwork and the payment we are seeking is priceless. The hugs, love, and just the plain thank you! A wife's heart is tender at the touch. Be careful how you touch it because it can easily be torn. I would tell all to cherish your wife heart, because just because she is the wife, she has a heart that hurts and even behind the humbleness she has the unspoken words that are in the heart. A wife's heart is to be cherish and love with simple things in life. She doesn't ask for much, just time and a little attention. Her heart is a diamond that has to be cherish and clean. It can harden and it will cry out. Many hearts have and still is. Cherish's the heart of the woman....cherish it because if you don't someone will take her heart and love it, say thank, you and she won't have to fight for what her heart desires.

The Encounter with Christ

What a bless weekend I had. To have an one on one with God. What a time! It was a time to learn who I was in Christ. I learned so much about myself and my thoughts. It was crazy. I learned that I was hurting and angry with God for things that I desire so much of. I felt like I was being punish for things and I was so hurt. It was a time learning and giving up all my heart. They had a moment where we were allowed to nail things to the cross. I cried and wouldn't go. That was the hardest thing for me was nailing it all to the cross. I was hurting and I felt if I let it go then I won't get it. It is a working progress. I nailed it and I felt like the biggest weight was lifted off me. God was hurting because I was angry. It was not the best feeling because He died for me. Now I stand stronger. Stronger then every! Now my marriage is better because I have on another type of mind set. To renew my mind! I have a new mind and new heart! My heart if faithful and it will stay that way. I'm an overcome!!!!

When the wind blows

The gift is a blessing and many take it for granted. I never thought I would be in a place of not knowing or not understanding. I ask God why. I know we shouldn't ask but I am trying to figure out am I being punish. I am a woman of faith and have been for a long time. That is how I stood for my husband. 5 years for him. I never thought the one gift I desire so heavily, has been the challenge of my life. The faith of a wife is not an easy gift, but I'm holding on to it as much as I can. Faith is not as we think it. It is where we really have to know what we want and what we desire. The bible states that when we take delight in the Lord He will give us the desire of our hearts. So I'm standing on my faithful heart. The heart that stands and my heart that hurts. It is my heart that feel like it has been hit in the chest with thousands of bolts of lighten, but I can't afford to move with the wind. The wind is blowing extra hard right now and even though I'm a hard tree rooted in the ground of the Lord, I'm still trying not to move. Not easy, but I'm trying. I smile because God is good and yes deep down my deepness is hurting, but I keep pressing. I press and push. I am in that season. Season of conception! Praise God because His word will come to pass. The blessing is on its way. Thank you God.

The Balance

After a battle of the mind yesterday, I went home still with a heavy heart. As a woman, we are too emotional and as a wife we suppose to be humble. How do we balance of not losing our mind. A woman's heart is full of love and care, but there are times when we just really want to say what we need to say without being told that something is wrong with our thought process. Men and women are different and that will never change, but we are the same in Christ. I am working on a lesson God has me speaking on next month and it is funny when you are working on something you are going through it. WOOOOOOOO It feels like this heavy weight, but I know it is for the best because of the word that is in me to say next month. God knows my heart and knows that I want to be a good wife and child of God and it is not easy. We have to do things out of love and in peace, but again where is the balance when you feel out of place and left out? Or as my mommy use to say "that 3rd wheel!" Having a title of wife and child of God is not easy because it comes with work and time, but it comes with everyone wanting something from you and needing something out of you. Sometimes you just don't have it in you to give and you are not even filled yet. As a woman I always want a man to feel what we feel and to understand that the love God has place in us is for us to share and to show the world that we have, but it is far from understood.

What do you desire from God? We are missing something from somewhere and we go looking for it in the wrong place and even at the wrong time. It comes a point where we have to say this is what I want and this is how I need to get it!!!! THROUGH GOD! You won't find it in your mate, friend, and etc. Yes God has place people in our life that are there to love on us and share the world with us but we have to becareful of those that are not for us. We are a working process and the balancing game is not fun. Mommy, work, school, church, friends, wife, and then God. You notice I put Him last on the list, because that is what we do. God is last to get our attention and the last to hear I love you. We search for Him but in our own time and way. We lose site of what is important because we want our relationships to work....husband, kids, friends, co worker, etc. But how can  you have a true love when you really don't love God? We have to learn how to be a wife, mother, friend, and all those things that we have been called to do, but being a child of God is first and formost. There are days I feel my love doesn't get the attention it is needed. I don't hear I love you as much or even that hug that I so long for, but I cannot keep depending on my husband to do it. I have to go back to my first husband.....The Lord! I forgot about him somewhere between will you marry me and OMG I am rethinking this marriage thing and God where were you and if this is right!! LOL. This is real and to the point. I had to be honest with myself. I lost my balance when I got married, because everything else became important, but at the same time I felt like I did not. So I had to look at the scale and start over and make my first husband happy by balancing Him first. We do learn the hard way and Lord knows I am still learning how to balance. How about you!!!!

The Begining

This is a new start to what I want to be a journey of details about who I am and what I desire so much in my life. Her Faithful Heart is who I am. The faith that lies within my heart and the journey to gain things that I so desire from God. What a journey I have had and a journey ahead of me. Faith is something I hold dear near to me and I love the walk that it has led me to thus far. I am looking forward to the words that God has place in me and for me to speak. I pray that this blog is to help someone walk and stand in faith. Not easy, but worth it all at the end. Praying for better days in this faith walk. I know it will come to pass. Faith without works is dead! Praise Thee!